Friday, October 14, 2005, 2:51 PM
I tried talking to you.
I pleaded for you to hear me.
Hear me and help me.
But you wouldn't listen.
You just load shit off me.
You'd rather talk to God.
He will save us, you say.
How is he helping now?
Take my money I don't care.
But you don't even acknowledge.
That I lifted you up.
You point fingers accusingly at me.
Saying I grudgingly give.
Saying Im just an unfillial child.
You never gave me a chance.
Just take from herTake.
A temporary solution.
Don't worryWe'll pay you back.
But I know you can't.
I'm not looking down on you.
I just understand our situation.
You don't have money.
Period.
Stop saying God will save you.
For how long have you been hanging on?
Time and time again.
I've had to carry your burden.
While you sang praises of God.
And casted me aside as selfish.
For being unwilling to part with cash.
But what the fuck do you understand?
Do you know what I go through?
No you don't.
Because you'd rather listen to pastors.
Than your own flesh and blood.
You take me for granted.
Too much too often.
I just gave you 500 plus.
Tt makes it a total of 800?
Thanks for helping would be nice.
Instead
we'll pay you back comes out.
I never asked for repayment.
Did you ever realise that?
Or was your fucking pride
All that you cared?
You never understood.
You never even tried.
It isn't the first time.
It won't be the last.
But I'm tired of helping you.
Does it matter?
In your eyes I'm just an ingrate.
Rude.
Selfish.
Unfillial.
Little child.
Go have tea with God.
Maybe he'll loan ya another 500.
let’s doodle
