Thursday, October 27, 2005, 2:01 PM
Sometimes I wonder.
Why certain things happen.
Then along the way.
You find that it makes you stronger.
As I sat in the car yesterday
Listening silently.
Victor was telling us abt Melvin's
Situation.
And the reason he's been acting weird.
Turns out the ex-rich boy's dad
Owes the bank loads of money.
And they had to sell their house
And rent a one room flat in gawd-noes where.
He never told any of us.
All the while the pain inside.
Imagine.
You're out and down
But you can't say.
And others
They treat you indifferently.
If victor didn't say.
I guess the misunderstanding
The rest had with him.
Would have gone on.
Victor always knows what to do.
I wonder how he managed to stay so strong.
Even with his wife.
Diagnosed with cancer.
And left with less than a mth to live.
Even though it all sounds so depressing.
Even though I've lost my faith in God.
I wonder if he put me here.
So the need to feel sorry for myself.
Eliminated.
I'm still okay.
wen not renTo be stable not tolerant.
let’s doodle