Thursday, February 22, 2007, 8:28 PM
Do not get me wrong
I cannot wait for you to come home
For now you're not here
and I'm not there,
it's like we're on our own
To figure it out,
consider how to find a place to stand
Instead of walking away
and instead of nowhere to land
This is going to break me clean in two
This is going to bring me close to you
She is everything I need that I never knew I wanted
She is everything I want that I never knew I neededWho are you?
My heart went out to ***,
when I saw her the other day,
because I know how it felt like.
Mistakes made,
regrets come.
But.
No one should have to go through,
that.
I hope you'll find
your happiness.
Yours,
that no one will be able to take away.
Today was not a bad day.
Got to see AH MIN finally.
And uhhh earned...
30 cents.
Not bad....(like BORAT now...) NAWWWT!
But I'm in the midst of doing something,
out of cowardice,
and I don't like it at all.
I'm so sorry,
that I've let you down again.
I'm really not worth it, trust me.
I thank God for having someone,
that inspired me to be more than I am today.
Spurring me to be successful.
If you're reading this,
I'd still want your friendship.
And hopefully I'm a better person,
cos of it.
Thank you.
A couple of days back,
in the midst of drugged sleep,
someone was right there beside me.
It felt real and raw and honest.
I felt connected.
But I can't remember now.
The bad thing about having a dream,
is forgetting it.
It's on the tip of your tongue,
but you can't pull it out of your memory.
The worst part,
is getting it replaced.
Your sanity, your brain, your thoughts,
tarnish it almost immediately.
the faces change,
to someone you imagine,
to someone you know.
The voice,
the actions,
the names,
the Everything.
Until what you get is simply,
a creative imagination.
A wreck of stumbling thoughts.
A car crash of a beautiful dream.
I can't remember you.
I can't remember what happened.
I know details, but only in words,
not in thoughts.
I had you,
for what seemed like time that stood still,
but merely five minutes no more.
I had you,
but I can't remember now.
Do you know what that feels like?
It feels like I lost you,
even before I knew you.
I know what that feels like now.
Who are you?
let’s doodle
