Tuesday, February 20, 2007, 7:39 AM
It's after-clubbing, and I swear I'm not wasted.
Really.
Sitting on bus rides alone in the morning, with the after-effects of alcohol consumption, helped me to reflect. And I realised, hey im running away from everything! Now, it's fine to be an escapist every once in a while, but at the rate i'm going, hell, i'd watch the world go by and still be in a stupor when I die.
Here's some facts.
Fact #1:
Will be selling the house soon because we're broke. And where will we stay? We will rent says brillant Dad.
Wonderful!
Fact #2:
I have no money to study anymore! And how will I get by? I will work my ass off, in studies or literally, to get a scholarship or pay the fees myself.
Terrific!
Fact #3:
It's a secret that hmmm only 3 people know, and 2 of them knew by accident. Oh wait now its 5 people who know.
Whee!
Here's a sub-fact #3:
I can't do it.
Heart over mind rules eventually.
Ambition, drive, spunk.
But different.
And I can't force it.
So...
goodbye, soon.
But thank you,
in more ways than one.
Exams are coming up and I still havent started. Great.
I'M SO TIRED!
really.
Butahfucknevermindistill
gottakeeplivingandthatsucks
andwillsuckforeverandwhatare
youdoingtryingtodecodethis
yougotalotoffreetimeahgostudy.
let’s doodle
