Sunday, April 27, 2008, 10:00 PM
" Hi Janice:
Would love to have a chat with you.
Can you come to our offices on April 23 at 3.30pm?
Look forward to meeting you.
Have a great day! "
OMG. Fuck.
This was sent on the 20th.
This was seen on the 27th.
One week later.
Just Now.
It looks like a really fun company...
I really hope I still get a chance eh?
And I was pacing about ready to share it with you.
But...
It's the fourth time now?
If this is God's will,
maybe it's for the best.
One movie I loved and cried at,
was the Butterfly Effect.
Certain things don't happen/ happen for a reason.
We can't change fate,
or play God.
I don't go to church now,
but I believe he exists.
I have an idea of him.
A perfect one,
and no other human being will
be allowed to p(r)itch him to me,
in another way.
It works out this way,
for now.
I'm sorry for everything.
And you deserve much more.
Much more than I can give.
Much more than I
am.With everything you're going through,
I'm still here for a friend,
if you wish.
I don't know where to go from here.
Is life supposed to feel this
l o s t?
let’s doodle
